Christmas 28 December 2011 Back to Top?

Christmas this year dosent feel christmas-y to me, maybe because its the death anniversary of my grandpa? Still pretty miss him now and then.

Or could be due to the companions around me?
Celebrated christmas with my army friends, we had gifts exchange ad well which i find it fun and interesting. Christmad is the day of sharing and giving, had bought additional gifts for some of them as well. But most unexpected gift was from bun, he gave me a pretty expensive earpiece. Thou i not a true blue fan of expensive things, because i feel its not so valued for money. However i still like it cos its white!

Maybe because now adays i starting to feel poorer again, thats why i feeling budgety at times.
Well my birthday is drawing near, i dont expect much from anyone. I just wish to gather with friends, chitchatting, laughing the day away.

Anyone that reading, PLEASE dont buy me any expensive present if you all intended to. I dont wish it to be a white elephant like my last year birthday gift. Thou the bag is nice but the size and color is not what i usually use and matching for my clothes. Buying me tshirt is okay as i will need it. HAHA.

Sigh. Time of the night, usually this kind of timing i will feel emo.
Anyway, lately shirley been bugging me! Irritating.. i can tell that she is trying hard to win my heart, too bad. NO WAY. she is the type that i will never like, dont know why during secondary school i so dumb and still be with her for that short period. Lol.

Well, i just hope i can be free from all nonsense thinking, worries, etc. I just want to be a happy and simple kid.

Ciao.